1
00:00:33,650 --> 00:00:38,317
I never got any news
from you in two weeks.

2
00:00:39,917 --> 00:00:43,850
I really can't live without you

3
00:00:44,550 --> 00:00:47,150
No....

4
00:00:49,250 --> 00:00:52,017
You're still too young.

5
00:00:52,583 --> 00:00:55,550
Why are you playing with this relationship?

6
00:00:55,717 --> 00:01:00,483
You don't know what it's about
what you just said.

7
00:01:01,150 --> 00:01:05,683
I want to know your real name.

8
00:01:17,850 --> 00:01:20,783
I don't have a name.

9
00:02:05,717 --> 00:02:09,250
- I have to take off my shoes.
- Don't worry about it.

10
00:03:18,017 --> 00:03:21,617
Your body is very nice.....

11
00:03:41,483 --> 00:03:44,550
- You want to put it in?
- Yes.

12
00:04:18,950 --> 00:04:22,383
- I'm almost out.
- Hold on.

13
00:04:45,917 --> 00:04:48,183
I am out.

14
00:04:48,350 --> 00:04:51,017
Me too.

15
00:04:51,850 --> 00:04:56,417
I love you!
I love you so much.....

16
00:05:12,883 --> 00:05:15,617
My husband always says....

17
00:05:15,783 --> 00:05:24,317
"People reach maturity by
subduing their own desires," how foolish .

18
00:05:28,317 --> 00:05:30,417
Use this.

19
00:05:34,950 --> 00:05:39,183
But I miss the male body.

20
00:05:40,283 --> 00:05:47,283
My husband is very busy
we almost never talk to each other.

21
00:05:50,050 --> 00:05:54,817
I thought having an affair would help me
overcome loneliness.

22
00:05:54,983 --> 00:05:59,383
But this becomes troublesome.

23
00:06:05,650 --> 00:06:07,917
What do you mean?

24
00:06:08,183 --> 00:06:11,750
We can meet again, right?

25
00:06:25,083 --> 00:06:31,650
My husband was transferred
and I will go with him.

26
00:06:33,017 --> 00:06:36,383
Divorce him and marry me!

27
00:06:38,383 --> 00:06:45,383
I'm serious!
I've never met someone like you.

28
00:06:51,983 --> 00:06:54,550
Forgive me.

29
00:06:55,950 --> 00:06:58,083
Goodbye.

30
00:07:20,183 --> 00:07:25,250
TWO YEARS LATER

31
00:07:26,217 --> 00:07:31,350
I like changing it up a little more.
This is an important project.

32
00:07:31,517 --> 00:07:38,517
Let's meet and do it
in person tomorrow.

33
00:07:39,283 --> 00:07:44,483
Okay then, I'll see you tomorrow.
Goodbye.

34
00:07:47,417 --> 00:07:51,383
- You don't look happy.
- What?

35
00:07:52,183 --> 00:07:54,083
You're getting married soon.

36
00:07:54,183 --> 00:07:55,950
I'm well.

37
00:07:56,117 --> 00:07:57,683
Really.

38
00:07:57,850 --> 00:07:59,650
So how does it go?

39
00:07:59,817 --> 00:08:01,850
I will meet someone
designer tomorrow.

40
00:08:01,950 --> 00:08:05,517
Great, I'll leave that to you.

41
00:08:07,550 --> 00:08:11,717
I took a break
after the afternoon.

42
00:08:11,950 --> 00:08:13,750
OK

43
00:08:16,050 --> 00:08:19,650
The head of the office is a pebinor

44
00:08:19,817 --> 00:08:21,250
I know.

45
00:08:21,350 --> 00:08:23,817
You better be careful.

46
00:08:23,983 --> 00:08:27,217
I? Not that it should be you
who needs to be careful?

47
00:08:27,317 --> 00:08:30,183
For old women?

48
00:08:30,417 --> 00:08:36,183
He acts like a playboy.

49
00:08:36,983 --> 00:08:42,017
But.... in reality it's his wife
had an affair outside.

50
00:08:42,450 --> 00:08:46,650
Yes....it was a disgrace, however.

51
00:08:46,817 --> 00:08:48,950
You seem to know a lot.

52
00:08:49,117 --> 00:08:53,983
We were drunk and...
he talked a lot about all that to me.

53
00:08:54,150 --> 00:09:00,250
He was so confused about it.....
shows his weak side.

54
00:09:01,750 --> 00:09:04,983
Hello, "Record of Journey"
editorial office.

55
00:09:05,150 --> 00:09:07,683
Just a moment, please.

56
00:09:08,050 --> 00:09:10,750
- For you.
- Yes.

57
00:09:12,750 --> 00:09:13,350
Hello.

58
00:09:13,517 --> 00:09:15,217
Yuko? It's me.

59
00:09:15,383 --> 00:09:17,517
Sis, are you still in Kyoto?

60
00:09:17,617 --> 00:09:20,017
I booked a train to Tokyo immediately.

61
00:09:20,183 --> 00:09:25,883
OK, I'll meet you at the station.

62
00:09:26,117 --> 00:09:27,783
OK, see you tomorrow.

63
00:09:27,950 --> 00:09:30,383
See you again.

64
00:09:39,317 --> 00:09:41,683
- Is that a photo of your sis?
- Yes.

65
00:09:41,850 --> 00:09:43,450
Why not your girlfriend?

66
00:09:43,617 --> 00:09:46,350
I can see it any time.

67
00:09:46,517 --> 00:09:48,650
Doesn't he live in America?

68
00:09:48,817 --> 00:09:53,483
Her husband has a job in Kyoto.
They come together.

69
00:09:53,583 --> 00:09:57,150
Does he teach?

70
00:09:57,150 --> 00:10:02,950
He has a degree in
culture and anthropology.

71
00:10:05,550 --> 00:10:08,183
Culture and anthropology.....

72
00:10:08,350 --> 00:10:15,350
Levi-Strauss, "Pensee Sauvage".
It brings old memories.

73
00:10:45,917 --> 00:10:50,217
I can't be buried here,
if I get married.

74
00:10:50,850 --> 00:10:56,817
I want to be buried
next to my parents, anyway.

75
00:11:02,050 --> 00:11:07,783
It's been almost 17 years.
Time really flies.

76
00:11:07,983 --> 00:11:12,117
I will never forget mother's face
while in hospital.

77
00:11:12,283 --> 00:11:16,117
He cried and said
"I can't leave you two."

78
00:11:16,650 --> 00:11:23,383
I've become an adult,
but you're still a schoolboy.

79
00:11:23,550 --> 00:11:25,750
Sad thing.

80
00:11:25,917 --> 00:11:29,250
I can afford to go to college,
thanks to you.

81
00:11:29,450 --> 00:11:35,717
You do a full job
and worked part time at the bar every night.

82
00:11:35,883 --> 00:11:41,117
You look sad
also when you become an adult.

83
00:11:42,283 --> 00:11:47,717
I feel like everyone is near me
finally died.

84
00:11:47,883 --> 00:11:53,250
I'm afraid I'll end up alone.

85
00:11:54,783 --> 00:12:02,917
Hey.... you're still dreaming
about the dark ocean?

86
00:12:03,117 --> 00:12:10,683
You said
the ocean controls your happiness.

87
00:12:11,750 --> 00:12:17,917
"When you stare into hell,
hell is staring at you."

88
00:12:18,083 --> 00:12:20,183
Nietzsche wrote that.

89
00:12:20,350 --> 00:12:22,583
That's terrible.

90
00:12:23,483 --> 00:12:29,383
But you look happier now.
Because of your future husband?

91
00:12:29,550 --> 00:12:31,617
Yes,

92
00:12:35,450 --> 00:12:37,283
Do you like America?

93
00:12:37,483 --> 00:12:38,583
Kinda

94
00:12:38,750 --> 00:12:43,250
- Is he doing well?
- He's good.

95
00:12:44,417 --> 00:12:50,683
Sometimes he's boring because
Our ages and interests are different.

96
00:12:50,850 --> 00:12:56,183
But I feel happy
knowing he obeys me.

97
00:12:56,350 --> 00:12:58,383
What about your fiancé?

98
00:12:58,550 --> 00:13:02,350
He works for the company
advertisement in our magazine.

99
00:13:02,517 --> 00:13:04,383
He's a normal guy.

100
00:13:04,550 --> 00:13:09,350
The wedding is in March!
I'm very happy.

101
00:13:10,450 --> 00:13:16,050
This is out of the ordinary.
He had never been late before.

102
00:13:16,217 --> 00:13:18,283
Well, that's it.

103
00:13:18,450 --> 00:13:21,750
- Sorry I'm late.
- It's only five minutes.

104
00:13:21,917 --> 00:13:24,050
The train is late.

105
00:13:30,650 --> 00:13:32,150
There is a problem?

106
00:13:32,317 --> 00:13:34,883
OK..... Ehm....

107
00:13:36,583 --> 00:13:42,250
Nice to meet you.
I'm Yuko's sister, Eiko.

108
00:13:43,383 --> 00:13:47,250
Nice to meet you, too.
I'm Mitsuo.

109
00:13:47,717 --> 00:13:51,583
Why are you guys acting so strange?

110
00:13:51,750 --> 00:13:52,983
Oh, yeah.....

111
00:13:53,150 --> 00:13:57,550
I'm curious
who was your previous boyfriend...

112
00:13:57,717 --> 00:13:59,717
I heard a lot about you.

113
00:14:02,550 --> 00:14:06,117
Let's go!
What do you want to eat?

114
00:15:53,950 --> 00:15:58,817
Can you get hard again kid?
You're so loud.

115
00:15:59,650 --> 00:16:01,883
Can I go home?

116
00:16:02,450 --> 00:16:04,383
No.

117
00:16:04,817 --> 00:16:07,983
I won't let you go home now.

118
00:16:53,750 --> 00:16:56,250
How is your wife?

119
00:17:01,150 --> 00:17:07,383
That woman is strong.....
when they have something to believe in.

120
00:17:24,983 --> 00:17:27,083
Enjoyment?

121
00:17:27,917 --> 00:17:30,450
Ouch, Lord...!

122
00:17:34,217 --> 00:17:36,983
The pleasure.....

123
00:17:59,317 --> 00:18:05,250
Yuko is getting married.
How do you feel about that?

124
00:18:06,617 --> 00:18:08,283
What?

125
00:18:09,683 --> 00:18:12,617
That's very clear.

126
00:18:13,483 --> 00:18:17,050
Up to you.
It's not a big deal.

127
00:18:45,083 --> 00:18:50,817
Forest fires are still intense.

128
00:18:51,117 --> 00:18:56,417
Until now, no residents' houses have been damaged
has been reported....

129
00:18:56,583 --> 00:19:03,250
Firefighters rely on helicopters
because....

130
00:19:26,950 --> 00:19:29,817
Isn't my uniform cute?

131
00:19:29,983 --> 00:19:33,483
There's something sad about it.

132
00:19:33,650 --> 00:19:35,380
Really?

133
00:19:41,383 --> 00:19:44,383
So, is he coming back?

134
00:19:44,550 --> 00:19:51,450
Yes, he wants to go see
doctor in Japan

135
00:19:51,550 --> 00:19:54,617
because there are language limitations.

136
00:19:54,883 --> 00:19:55,950
I understand.

137
00:19:56,117 --> 00:19:59,217
I told him he could stay here.

138
00:19:59,317 --> 00:20:00,650
What?

139
00:20:00,850 --> 00:20:03,283
Why not?

140
00:20:04,617 --> 00:20:09,883
This is going to be terrible.
I really don't know him.

141
00:20:10,050 --> 00:20:14,383
I only met him twice....

142
00:20:14,550 --> 00:20:20,383
He was worried too...
but I convinced him.

143
00:20:20,717 --> 00:20:25,450
I want him to get to know you better.

144
00:20:27,783 --> 00:20:32,917
I apologize
I didn't tell you before.

145
00:20:33,583 --> 00:20:36,750
This is my mistake.

146
00:20:38,750 --> 00:20:39,883
Don't!

147
00:20:40,150 --> 00:20:42,483
We just did it yesterday.

148
00:20:42,650 --> 00:20:44,883
I love you.

149
00:20:45,717 --> 00:20:47,850
Me too.

150
00:20:58,617 --> 00:21:05,917
Please stay by my side.
Do not leave me alone.

151
00:21:06,117 --> 00:21:08,083
I won't.

152
00:21:57,883 --> 00:22:01,517
Hey.... can I?

153
00:22:01,617 --> 00:22:03,683
Yes.

154
00:22:18,083 --> 00:22:21,650
I never though
I can do this.

155
00:22:21,783 --> 00:22:24,017
Do you like feeling it?

156
00:22:24,183 --> 00:22:32,217
I'm still choking while deep throating,
but I want to keep practicing.

157
00:22:37,417 --> 00:22:40,117
You're cute.

158
00:23:02,750 --> 00:23:06,517
My jaw is starting to get tired.

159
00:23:18,250 --> 00:23:21,917
I want to crot inside.

160
00:25:06,083 --> 00:25:08,183
Do you need help?

161
00:25:08,350 --> 00:25:12,617
No, I'm fine.
Make it like your own home.

162
00:25:22,817 --> 00:25:28,883
I hate hospitals.
It always reminds me of mom.

163
00:25:34,183 --> 00:25:38,183
They will do some
test again tomorrow.

164
00:25:38,350 --> 00:25:42,783
- When will you get the results?
- Next week.

165
00:25:42,950 --> 00:25:46,917
You can stay here
as long as you want.

166
00:25:47,083 --> 00:25:49,083
But....

167
00:25:49,250 --> 00:25:51,450
I don't mind.

168
00:25:51,617 --> 00:25:55,217
This is a great opportunity to
get to know each other.

169
00:25:55,383 --> 00:25:58,017
Thank You.

170
00:25:58,183 --> 00:26:02,183
Anyway, I have a work visit.

171
00:26:02,350 --> 00:26:03,650
For an interview?

172
00:26:03,850 --> 00:26:07,883
Yes, to an old historic hotel.

173
00:26:18,083 --> 00:26:21,417
You smoke too much.

174
00:26:53,383 --> 00:26:54,783
See you again.

175
00:26:54,883 --> 00:26:59,717
I'll be at home as best as I can.

176
00:26:59,883 --> 00:27:07,717
I will return to Tokyo tomorrow,
but I'll be home after midnight.

177
00:27:07,883 --> 00:27:09,550
Good.

178
00:27:10,283 --> 00:27:12,717
I must leave immediately.

179
00:27:28,950 --> 00:27:36,017
"I went to work.
I'll be back at night - Mitsuo"

180
00:27:45,517 --> 00:27:47,350
This is good.

181
00:27:47,517 --> 00:27:50,650
Really? I am happy.

182
00:27:52,750 --> 00:27:56,217
We start alone.

183
00:27:56,883 --> 00:27:58,450
Yes.....

184
00:28:00,350 --> 00:28:03,683
Thanks for not telling him.

185
00:28:04,683 --> 00:28:10,017
I wonder....
shall we tell him the truth?

186
00:28:10,183 --> 00:28:12,017
What?

187
00:28:12,350 --> 00:28:18,617
I love Yuko.
I can make him happy, but.....

188
00:28:18,783 --> 00:28:23,183
We don't have a choice.
Whatever happened, that's it.

189
00:28:23,383 --> 00:28:25,583
No, that's not true.

190
00:28:25,683 --> 00:28:27,983
What?

191
00:28:29,317 --> 00:28:33,217
I'm still thinking about you.

192
00:28:38,583 --> 00:28:42,117
I shouldn't have agreed to stay here.

193
00:28:53,717 --> 00:28:59,550
Don't worry.
I could never do it.

194
00:29:31,950 --> 00:29:37,783
This includes warm for winter.
Global warming?

195
00:29:37,950 --> 00:29:42,250
- How about you?
- I feel good.

196
00:29:50,850 --> 00:29:52,483
Fire?

197
00:29:57,717 --> 00:29:59,417
The air feels dry.

198
00:30:58,683 --> 00:31:02,817
I apologize.
I'll never do it again.

199
00:31:03,383 --> 00:31:07,383
Please believe me.
I'll never do it again.

200
00:31:57,517 --> 00:32:00,150
You have to change your clothes.

201
00:32:00,917 --> 00:32:07,550
After I parted ways with you...
I fell in love once again.

202
00:32:08,050 --> 00:32:14,883
No, it's just lust.....
like a little girl.

203
00:32:15,883 --> 00:32:21,150
He became my husband's student.

204
00:32:22,683 --> 00:32:27,650
His name is Michael.
A gentle white boy.

205
00:32:28,117 --> 00:32:33,117
I thought he was a girl before.

206
00:32:35,083 --> 00:32:44,317
I told my husband to bring it
his students to meet him every Sunday.

207
00:32:45,550 --> 00:32:53,750
One night, I stopped in
my husband's office.

208
00:32:57,217 --> 00:33:01,583
I found Michael there....

209
00:33:03,383 --> 00:33:08,050
Michael was naked and.....

210
00:33:09,450 --> 00:33:15,917
He included......my husband
into his mouth....

211
00:33:19,950 --> 00:33:22,083
I can't believe it.

212
00:33:25,717 --> 00:33:29,050
So, I asked him about it.

213
00:33:29,217 --> 00:33:33,617
He always told me that behavior
become a part of him.

214
00:33:34,050 --> 00:33:38,817
He never seemed to have one
problem with me.

215
00:33:43,450 --> 00:33:53,650
He suddenly became gay.... and he blamed me
to find a way out.

216
00:33:54,617 --> 00:33:58,983
He has also been with another person since then.

217
00:34:00,317 --> 00:34:06,183
I do not expect.
I once had a friend who was gay.

218
00:34:07,083 --> 00:34:12,650
But, he changed.

219
00:34:17,717 --> 00:34:27,850
I can't stand to see it either,
so I used the test as an excuse to come here.

220
00:34:28,817 --> 00:34:34,117
I can never tell my sister.....

221
00:35:18,917 --> 00:35:23,350
Don't. Not here!
Perhaps!

222
00:39:24,650 --> 00:39:27,183
I found this.

223
00:39:27,350 --> 00:39:31,650
This has been since the end of summer.

224
00:39:32,850 --> 00:39:38,017
He's like a big boy inside.

225
00:39:38,950 --> 00:39:45,183
His childhood was not
a fun thing.

226
00:39:48,117 --> 00:39:51,450
Our father died when he was very young.

227
00:39:51,850 --> 00:39:54,917
Our mother always worked.

228
00:39:55,550 --> 00:39:59,750
Then he died of cancer.

229
00:40:00,383 --> 00:40:03,917
Do you regret what we did?

230
00:40:07,483 --> 00:40:10,383
How about you?

231
00:40:15,350 --> 00:40:19,450
This will never happen again.

232
00:40:21,550 --> 00:40:28,650
I'll tell him about us
when he comes back.

233
00:40:34,817 --> 00:40:38,750
That would kill him.

234
00:41:02,950 --> 00:41:07,650
Shouldn't he be back?

235
00:41:21,183 --> 00:41:23,117
Hello.

236
00:41:23,317 --> 00:41:25,917
Hi, Boss.
I have arrived in Tokyo.

237
00:41:26,083 --> 00:41:32,050
I'll drop my stuff off at home
but I will come soon after.

238
00:41:32,217 --> 00:41:35,450
Does not matter.

239
00:43:23,717 --> 00:43:25,650
Wait!

240
00:43:37,917 --> 00:43:42,650
We already knew each other before I met you.

241
00:43:43,217 --> 00:43:49,283
I plan to tell you
when you come back.

242
00:44:57,050 --> 00:44:59,817
Did something happen?

243
00:44:59,983 --> 00:45:02,183
There isn't any.

244
00:45:03,383 --> 00:45:06,017
You don't look good.

245
00:45:19,150 --> 00:45:23,817
You have to go home.
I can solve it.

246
00:45:25,050 --> 00:45:27,083
But.....

247
00:45:30,950 --> 00:45:33,517
Yuko......

248
00:45:38,350 --> 00:45:40,717
Sorry.....

249
00:45:40,950 --> 00:45:42,550
I want to go home.

250
00:45:55,583 --> 00:46:00,683
Yuko, where are you?
Please call me back.

251
00:46:02,717 --> 00:46:08,483
Yuko, we need to talk.
Please call me.

252
00:46:11,150 --> 00:46:17,350
I'm sorry.....
Your sister is staying alone at the hotel.

253
00:46:17,517 --> 00:46:20,550
Please return my call.

254
00:47:41,817 --> 00:47:43,483
What?

255
00:47:43,750 --> 00:47:45,717
Yuko......

256
00:47:46,517 --> 00:47:49,350
Get lost!

257
00:47:50,217 --> 00:47:53,483
I'm not asking you to
you forgive me....

258
00:47:53,650 --> 00:47:57,650
You called me to tell me that?

259
00:47:58,650 --> 00:48:02,617
I received the results from the hospital.

260
00:48:02,783 --> 00:48:09,617
They told my husband first.
But I made him tell me.

261
00:48:09,783 --> 00:48:16,850
I have cancer. Lung cancer.
It's in the early stages.

262
00:48:34,983 --> 00:48:37,150
Hello.

263
00:48:37,983 --> 00:48:41,983
Yuko.... where are you now?

264
00:48:42,917 --> 00:48:46,817
Boss, can we meet?

265
00:49:11,250 --> 00:49:13,650
What happened to you?

266
00:49:14,050 --> 00:49:17,383
Why are you so quiet?

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Sleep with me.

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00:49:22,550 --> 00:49:27,117
You didn't mean that.....

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00:49:27,717 --> 00:49:30,617
You don't like me?

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00:49:33,350 --> 00:49:35,617
Yuko......

271
00:49:37,050 --> 00:49:43,083
I just want to have sex with
someone who is not my fiancé.

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00:49:44,617 --> 00:49:46,850
That's you.

273
00:50:28,783 --> 00:50:31,250
You're big too...

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00:50:47,283 --> 00:50:49,583
Yuko......

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00:51:54,450 --> 00:51:56,950
I'm sorry.....

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00:51:59,617 --> 00:52:02,717
That's okay.

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00:53:19,117 --> 00:53:25,150
I am pregnant.
I never told my fiancé until now.

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00:53:28,717 --> 00:53:28,750
Do not stop. Keep doing it..

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00:54:40,750 --> 00:54:44,383
I heard news about your sis.

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Go.... now!

281
00:54:50,550 --> 00:54:53,783
But..... where too?

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00:54:59,117 --> 00:55:03,083
I don't want you near me
and my sis.

283
00:56:40,183 --> 00:56:45,683
You're starting to grow.
Your stomach.

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00:56:49,050 --> 00:56:55,250
After I die, you will start to be alone......

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00:56:58,050 --> 00:57:00,483
No....

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00:57:02,317 --> 00:57:06,183
You will be with your baby.

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00:57:16,817 --> 00:57:20,083
I apologize.

288
00:57:21,217 --> 00:57:24,817
Leave it alone.

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00:57:27,483 --> 00:57:32,983
I will always be with you.

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00:57:33,817 --> 00:57:39,183
I'll always be watching
you and your baby.

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00:57:39,383 --> 00:57:44,350
I will always be there....

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00:58:10,550 --> 00:58:15,483
Say hello to your aunt.

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00:58:16,517 --> 00:58:22,683
He sleeps here with
your grandfather and grandmother,